poster making sucks BIG time!

i've been designing posters for da past whole month and even til now!...
ppl might say, 'huh? esther, i tot u like designing?! its ur interest & to ur advantage at work..' wellLll..i like design & art but not everytime! a designer needs ideas and creativity ta create beautiful designs. but when there's no ideas or creativity that comes ta mind, there's noTHING! gosh. i'm goin crazy! wit POSTErs especially. So dat ish why i realised that i have been blogging more than usual abt ma life here than doing ma designing work..haha!


even though ma dream was ta be a designer, i knew that laziness, lack of confidence, concentration & creativity sometimes drag me down to reach ma goal. so i onli am creative when i want ta be. ish this bad? oh well, ma goal may not be being a designer anymore...so i'm left wit juz working as an OL! in a building wit bloody cold offices & stuck up/ disgusting personalities u see in da working world.. *YUCKS. i used ta hate office people, da smart wear, da high heels, da men's awful colonge, da politics, da loud laughing, da lame jokes(i'm referring ta some ppl) & i still HAte it! can i slack till lunch break?! do nothing but surf da net. hehe.. ;X


christmas ish coming!!! i'm in for da spirit & mood of christmas.. wanna go hongkong disneyland ta join mickey + minnie for christmas! ha.. i came across this allrecipes.com webby. it introduces the different types of christmas cookies u can bake starting from da first day of christmas til christmas day! wow.. i joined in da 'free newsletter liao. ha. it reminds me of da days when i bake cookies, cakes, brownies, etc wit ma dearest aunt mindy. it can be tiring but rewarding at da end of da baking session. we would bake through da day. maybe this year, i should bake again! try cooking up some christmas main course. wahhaa(i wish!) *meRRy chRistmas!*

mOn office bLues...
bought titbits ta keep in ma cubicle..ha. haven touched it yet..maybe later. i got ma fringe cut! kai says it looks kiddish..*arg. dats cos i'm a babyfaceE wahhaa.. sian. waiting for ma hair ta grow out~ weekend past by damn faster than any other normal weekday man.. sometimes it realli feels good ta relax and jus slack.. ; ) soon it'll be CHRISTMAS!!! yeahh..its da season i lurve best! better than ma birthday, maybe? ha. its a joyous, warm holiday.